# CHAPTER 1: It Doesn’t Have to Be Complicated — The Letter, the Memory, and the Woman He Let Go
Hello everyone, it’s me again! How are you all doing? Today I will continue to walk with you and review CHAPTER 1 of *All In With Me*. Get comfortable, because this chapter takes us from the roar of a championship celebration straight into the quiet ache of a man who has everything the sports world can offer—and still feels like he has nothing at all.
We pick up in the aftermath of Patton James leading the Seattle Seahawks to the Super Bowl. On the surface, he is the hero. He has just played the biggest game of the season, the crowd is chanting, the cameras are rolling, and reporters are circling. But Patton is not celebrating. He is bleeding inside. Taylor Ashby, the woman he loves, did not show up. She sent a message instead, and that message lands like a sack to the chest. So while everyone else is popping champagne, Patton is already planning his escape.
He calls his travel agent and tells her to get him out of Seattle within the hour. He showers, dresses, and tries to vanish before anyone can stop him. But Will Montgomery, his best friend and teammate, is waiting in the parking garage like he has a sixth sense for Patton’s self-destructive moods. Will confronts him. He reminds Patton that they just won the biggest game of the season, that Patton got sacked three times, and that running away without a word is not fair to the people who love him. Patton, stubborn and hurting, tells Will he needs to clear his head. He says he is going to his place in Vermont. Will warns him not to make him come looking for him. Patton drives off anyway.
That is where the real chapter begins: in Vermont, a quiet, secluded town where Patton hides when his heart is broken. He does not give his housekeeper advance notice. He just wants silence. He wants to disappear. But Will is not the kind of friend who lets a wounded brother drown alone. Three days later, he shows up at Patton’s door, raiding the fridge like he owns the place and refusing to leave until Patton talks. Patton tries to push him away, but Will does not budge. He reminds Patton that they have a team meeting in Seattle, that the Super Bowl is coming, and that he did not fly across the country just to watch Patton hide.
Then the doorbell rings again. It is a courier, not a reporter. The package contains a letter. Patton opens it, and immediately recognizes the handwriting. It is from Becca, Taylor’s daughter. And this letter cuts deeper than any reporter’s question ever could.
Becca writes that she knows he would be in Vermont, because that is where he goes when his heart is broken. She congratulates him on reaching the Super Bowl, but she also tells him the truth he has been avoiding: Taylor is moving to Paris at the end of February. She has landed an assistant editor position with the parent company of *Vogue*, and if she succeeds, she will eventually take over the magazine. It is an incredible opportunity, but Becca reveals that Taylor almost turned it down because it would mean leaving Patton for good.
Becca does not stop there. She reminds Patton that he once told her he loved her mother and always would. She tells him that in the three years she has known him, he has been more of a father to her than her real father ever was. She calls him out. She tells him that if he ever truly loved Taylor, he needs to prove it with at least one more conversation before she leaves. She begs him to fix what he broke before the mistake becomes the biggest one of his life.
Patton is devastated. He balls up the letter and throws it across the room like a football. Will returns with a beer and finds Patton in a completely different mood. Patton blurts out the truth: Taylor is moving to Paris. It really is over. He says that now all he has left is football, at least until the Super Bowl. Will refuses to let him sink into that lie. He tells Patton he has more than football—he has a team, a friend, and a life worth fighting for. He says there is nothing more important than love, and once you have found it, letting go is almost impossible.
After Will leaves, Patton is alone again. He finally admits the truth to himself: Taylor Ashby is the one who got away because he could not choose her when she should have been the only choice. He calls himself an idiot, leans back, closes his eyes, and lets the memories take over.
And what a memory it is. Three years earlier, Patton is in a Seattle coffee shop when he sees a petite woman across the street, struggling with a stack of books and an umbrella. A truck splashes rainwater all over her. Her umbrella flies away. Her books fall. She is drenched, defeated, and beautiful. Patton’s gentleman instinct kicks in. He runs across the street to help, even though two fans immediately recognize him. But his eyes never leave the soaked woman. She does not seem to know who he is, and that makes her even more intriguing.
He introduces himself, learns her name is Taylor Ashby, and takes her to his penthouse on First Hill. She is cautious, curious, and slightly guarded. She asks him questions. She is a freelance writer, focusing on health and beauty features. She carries notebooks filled with notes on fashion, cooking, skincare, and personal to-do lists. She is not impressed by fame. She is not easily charmed. And that only makes Patton want to know her more.
He gives her dry clothes, tea, cookies, and a cashmere throw. He introduces her to his housekeeper, Kate. The chemistry between them crackles. Patton pulls her onto his lap, his hand on her thigh, his voice low as he says, “It doesn’t have to be complicated.” He promises he does not bite, at least not on the first date. She asks who said this was a date. He tells her today can be whatever she wants. They agree to lunch. It is the beginning of something that could have been everything.
In the present, Patton wakes with a pounding head, having drunk too much to forget. But forgetting is impossible. Every time he closes his eyes, Taylor is there. Will has been calling and texting, but Patton ignores him until Megan, Will’s wife, sends a message. She tells him Will is worried, and she is too. Patton cannot take his foul mood out on Megan, so he responds, promising he will be on the plane. Will texts back, relieved, reminding him they have a game to prepare for.
Patton closes up the Vermont house, takes a car to the airport, and flies first class back to Seattle. On the plane, he dreams of Taylor again. He remembers taking her to the stadium, watching her eyes shine like diamonds under the lights. He remembers Pike’s Market on a rare rainless day, holding her hand, buying hot apple cider and a fresh chocolate-glazed donut. He remembers tasting the chocolate on her lips and kissing her. He remembers asking her to come home with him.
Then the flight attendant wakes him. They are landing in Seattle. Patton returns to his apartment, where Kate greets him warmly. But as he walks upstairs to his bedroom, the memories come flooding back again. The chapter ends with Patton standing in the doorway of his own life, haunted by the past, unsure if he can fix the future before Taylor gets on that plane to Paris.
This chapter is a beautiful, painful setup. It shows us that Patton James is not just a football star. He is a man who has spent years chasing glory while neglecting the one person who made him feel human. The letter from Becca is the emotional turning point. It forces him to face the consequences of his choices. Will is the voice of reason, but even he cannot make Patton’s decision for him. The flashback to how Patton and Taylor met is romantic and bittersweet, because we already know how badly it ends. The contrast between the bright, hopeful beginning and the lonely, hungover present is what gives this chapter its power.
### Reader’s Impressions & Star Rating As a reader, I felt this chapter deeply. It is raw, emotional, and honest about how success can feel empty when love is broken. Patton is frustrating, but he is also painfully human. The letter from Becca broke my heart. The memories of Taylor were sweet, but they also hurt because we know what Patton lost. The writing balances sports drama with romance and regret in a way that keeps you turning pages.
⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Rating: 4.8 / 5 Stars
### Next Chapter Prediction In the next chapter, Patton will likely return to training and face Will, his teammates, and the looming Super Bowl against Denver. But the real battle will be personal. Becca’s letter has planted a seed. Patton may try to reach out to Taylor before she leaves for Paris. He might show up at her door, at her work, or even at the airport. Taylor will probably resist at first, because she has been hurt and she is trying to build a new life. But Patton’s decision about retirement and his determination to win her back will collide. I predict a confrontation, a confession, and maybe the first real step toward a second chance—or the moment that finally forces them apart.
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