Six weeks had passed since I left Mississippi and I was now so broke that I considered raiding my childhood piggy bank that still sat on a bookshelf in my old room at the cottage. I guess I could have asked for a loan from Mrs. Bailey White, who was ind ependently wealthy; Jackie, who was married to a man who had a good salary; or Plain Jane, whose work as a writer probably didn’t pay especially well but she seemed to be a good saver. I knew they were helping Priscilla, however, so I was very reluctant to ask. I wanted them to ke ep their focus on her and the baby. Somehow, I’d manage. But it did make me nervous. Money was always an issue for me. The hardest part of going to Mississippi had been taking my hard-time money out of the bank. It just about killed me to do it. The way I was raised, spending your savings was a guaranteed way to provoke the devil. If you wasted your emergency funds on something fri volous then something terrible was bound to happen. Appendicitis, for example. That’s what happened to Miss Caraway, who wanted a better handheld mixer than she could buy in Naples, so she took money out of her savings and went up to Fort Myers to buy a special edition General Electric four-speed deluxe cake mixer. Next thing we knew, her appendix burst—right there in the appliance store in Fort Myers! She survived, but she had to have a big operation, and after that, all of us who knew her story were afraid to spend any money at all. Jackie, being a Yankee, did not believe in any of that stuff. She called this “swamp logic.” She gave me a p ep talk about how I should be “living my life to the fullest” and that I was “limiting myself ” with my various fears and superstitions. I told her, heck, that was easy for her to say. She grew up in Massachusetts, a place that is tidy and civilized. I grew up in a place where one minute you could be washed away by a hurricane and the next you could be eaten by swamp critters. I was managing pretty well in Mississippi, but the unexpected trip home to Naples was costing me. I couldn’t imagine leaving now, but what could I do? I needed to get back to my job shelving books at the Jackson Library. It was now mid-October. I’d written several letters to my landlady, the everanxious Mrs. Conroy, and the head librarian, a woman named Geneva La Croix who was kind of like the Mother Superior of the library. Both were quite gracious considering that I didn’t provide any details, only that there had been a family emergency in Naples that needed my attention. There’s a point, though, when even nice people grow weary, and I sensed that day was close. I had maybe two or three weeks left, and that was definitely pushing my luck. I tried to settle my restlessness by digging a new pond to give my turtles a little change of scenery. I was up to my thighs in “mush,” the word Mama used to describe the wet, sandy Collier County soil that comprised our yard, when Judd appeared on his bicycle at my backyard fence, hauling another melon he had absconded from his mother’s kitchen to feed Norma Jean and the others. “Whatcha doing, Miss Witherspoon?” he called to me, a little alarmed. Judd had grown a little proprietary about my yard and my turtles. I couldn’t blame him. That can happen when you leave someone in charge. “I’m just digging a new place for them to play,” I said, adding, “You want to help?” Now he was all smiles, and I noticed the gap between his front teeth had grown larger. Jackie had said something about Judd getting braces but it hadn’t happened yet. “Before I forget, Mom said to tell you that Priscilla’s bus came in last night,” he said cheerfully. This was a surprise. Priscilla surely had come home in a hurry. “The bus came in around seven o’clock,” Judd continued, “and she— Mom, I mean—is going to pick you up later to take you over to Mrs. Bailey White’s to see her. To see Priscilla, I mean.” Judd had a way of talking that made it seem like he thought he had to translate himself. Not being accustomed to boys his age, I wasn’t sure if they all did that or if it was just Judd’s habit.
“What did she mean by ‘later’?” I asked, looking down at my crudencrusted clothes. At least I had remembered to wear work gloves so my hands would clean up easy. “Well, she didn’t say,” Judd said, frowning. “But I know she has to take my sisters somewhere really stupid, maybe the beauty parlor. And then they were going to take some old books and drop them off at the library for the book sale. And then they’re supposed to go to Winn-Dixie. But I betcha they have a fight at the beauty parlor and Mom will end up taking them directly home. And then Mom will have one of her headaches, so she won’t end up going to the library or Winn-Dixie, either. Which means she’ll probably be here in about an hour.” I tried not to smile. I never could get a short answer out of that boy, but his reasoning was sound. An hour was just enough time for me to get cleaned up. Judd happily took over the digging project while I went inside. I had never gone through Mama’s closet and I took a peek in there, thinking it would be nice to wear one of her dresses. But I wasn’t ready to do that yet. Maybe I never would be. • • • PRISCILLA WAS SITTING OUTSIDE ON Mrs. Bailey White’s porch swing with Dream sitting on her lap, waiting for me. She hopped up and gave me a one-armed hug with the baby being sort of squashed between us. I was afraid that maybe Dream would cry, or at least protest, but she giggled instead. “Dream doesn’t know me too well,” I said, st epping back a little. “She doesn’t know me that well, either,” Priscilla remarked. “Aw, now, I can see that ain’t true!” I said with all the cheerfulness I could muster, trying to soothe the heaviness in my heart and hers. Priscilla was one of my favorite persons in the world. I really wanted her to be happy. Jackie was unloading bags from the trunk of the Buick. She left the car radio on and “Do Wah Diddy Diddy” drifted cheerfully through the air. “Hey, doesn’t Priscilla look good?” she called out. “She always looks good! She is the cat’s meow,” I hollered back. I sounded like a hillbilly, even to myself. Conversing with Jackie was the only time I noticed how country I sounded. Priscilla smiled modestly. She looked so prim in her light-blue dress. I wondered if she’d made it herself and was about to ask when she said, “There’s a sewing machine at my rooming house. We take turns using it. Took me two months to make this because of all the pleats. And ’cause I didn’t want to hog the machine. Jackie, do you need help with your packages?” “No, I’m fine,” Jackie said. “I just picked up a few things at Winn-Dixie before I picked up Dora, nothing terribly perishable. You know what?” she said, as she passed by us and went into the house. “I ke ep buying melons and they just seem to disappear. It’s the strangest thing.” I pretended to be distracted. Thankfully, Plain Jane poked her head out the door. “Y’all come on in! Mrs. Bailey White and I been busy making Boston Coolers. And we’ve got some talking to do.” There was nothing quite like ginger ale in a tall glass with a scoop of vanilla ice cream to make gathering at a table for a difficult conversation a tad easier. While the unfortunately named (from a Southern perspective) Boston Cooler had been the rage in the Victorian era even in the South, the drink had fallen from favor in recent years. In fact, it was considered a relic from days gone by. But Mrs. Bailey White, who hailed from way-backwhen herself, always seemed to have the ingredients on hand. Priscilla spooned a little out of her glass and let Dream taste it. “Ha ha ha, look at that,” Mrs. Bailey White shrieked. “She loves it!” “She should not be getting so many sweets,” announced Plain Jane. “Of course, her mama can give her whatever she wants. And today is a special day. I’m just saying that in general she shouldn’t have them.” Plain Jane turned and glowered at Mrs. Bailey White. “Uh-oh, here we go again,” Jackie said. “Priscilla, we need to review Dream’s diet with you while you’re here. We were going to ask your grandma but now that you’re here, you
can set us straight. There have been some—shall we say—disagreements. Especially now that Plain Jane has become an expert.” “What?” Plain Jane said, setting down her spoon. “What is that supposed to mean?” “I didn’t mean for that to sound as mean as it did,” Jackie said. “It was supposed to be a joke.” “A joke?” Plain Jane looked like she’d been stabbed with a fork. “Well, now that you’ve given up writing for Sexy Secretary magazine and started contributing to Perfect Mother Weekly, you’ve started to believe you actually are an expert. And it’s kind of funny. And charming.” “It’s not Perfect Mother Weekly.” Plain Jane almost spat the words out. “It’s Pious Mother Weekly and you know it.” “Whatever you say, dear,” Jackie said. “I just miss the days when I had a friend writing incognito for sexy magazines, that’s all.” Plain Jane relaxed a bit. It was a trait I’d always liked about her. She could laugh at herself. “Well, that’s true,” she said. “Those were the days!” “Have you given up writing poetry?” I asked, and immediately regretted the question. “Of course not,” Plain Jane said. “My first volume will be published next year. It seems to be taking forever but that’s the way academic publishers work, or so I’m told. In the meantime, I’m paying the bills with stories about babies and child rearing.” She blushed. “I admit it’s become something of an obsession to me.” “It’s my fault,” Jackie said with a wink. “Ever since I loaned you my copy of Dr. Spock, you turned into an authority.” I peered at Priscilla out of the corner of my eye, wondering what effect this conversation was having on her. She looked like she was trying to suppress a smile. When she saw me looking at her, she spoke up. “I appreciate how much y’all care about my baby,” she said. “You probably didn’t think they would go off the de ep end, though,” I said teasingly. “No,” Priscilla said, “I surely did not. But I’m awfully glad they have. I know Dream is in good hands. And I do appreciate you calling me when there is a problem or a question,” she added, looking directly at Jackie. “Now, what was it that we needed to talk about?” “Oh,” Jackie said. “Oh yes, that.” She sighed heavily. “Well, you know I’ve been living up to my promise of staying under the radar with Dream. We all have. But out of the blue, Mrs. Bailey White received a letter. Seems they thought we were breaking some kind of rule that limits the number of unrelated people living in one house. Well, we were able to show them that for Plain Jane, Dora, and me, Mrs. Bailey White’s house is not our legal residence. But they also raised a question about one of the residents being a child who is unrelated to any of the residents. They concluded that we need a permit for running a home or school for children.” “Who’s they?” Priscilla asked quietly. “Well, the letter came from the zoning d epartment. We went down there to talk to them and at least we straightened out the first part. But, they don’t want Dream living here. And they mentioned you, too.” Priscilla jerked back in her chair. “Me? They mentioned me?” “Well, not by name. But they knew you stay here occasionally.” “I see,” Priscilla said softly. “So they’ve been watching us.” “Apparently,” Mrs. Bailey White said. “But y’all have been looking after Dream for more than a year. We had that trouble last spring and it died down. Why this? Why now?” “We think it has something to do with Darryl’s plans,” Plain Jane said, looking at me. Priscilla turned to me. “Darryl?” she asked. “You mean your former husband?” I felt red, the color of shame, move up my cheeks like a brushfire. “Well, I’m not married to him anymore,” I said, exasperated. Why was I always having to explain Darryl? “Look, to make a long story short, he’s raisin’ Cain around here with plans to fill in the swamp and the river and build a development—a golf course, houses, and shops.” “He wants to call it Dreamsville,” Jackie added. “If you can imagine the nerve.” “Oh!” Priscilla said. “I saw the billboards on my way into town.” “What billboards?” Jackie asked, sitting straight up. “They said, Coming Soon—Welcome to Dreamsville, or something like that.” Jackie, inhaling her
cigarette, began to cough. “Good Lord. They must have just put those up,” Plain Jane muttered. “Priscilla, they didn’t have a photo of Jackie on them, did they?” “No,” she r eplied. “Not the ones I saw.” “Well, that’s good news, at least,” Jackie said, choking through her words. “But nothing would surprise me at this point. Can you believe it? He can call it Dreamsville Estates and the lawyers say I can’t stop him.” “This is terrible,” Priscilla said. “But what does it have to do with me or Dream staying here at Mrs. Bailey White’s home? I don’t understand.” There was a noticeable pause. Finally, Jackie spoke. “We think it’s retaliation,” she said. “We’ve been fighting Darryl to try to stop him. His plans are outrageous. He wants to tear down Dolores Simpson’s house and —oh, Priscilla!—it looks like his development might include where your grandma lives.” Priscilla looked like someone had slapped her. “At the settlement?” she cried out. “I wonder if they know! Probably not. They’d probably be the last ones to find out.” “They might not know,” Plain Jane agreed. “It had been hush-hush for a while, and it’s happening very quickly.” “Is there anything we can do?” Priscilla said, her voice rising. “We’re working on it,” Mrs. Bailey White said grimly. “But by fighting Darryl, we’ve stirred up a hornet’s nest. That’s what Jackie meant by retaliation. We think it’s the reason the town is suddenly asking questions about you and Dream. Darryl has the backing of the mayor and all the other bigwigs in town. It wouldn’t take but one phone call from Darryl to get the town to start harassing us.” “I suppose it could be a complete coincidence,” Jackie added. “We can’t rule that out. Either way we have to deal with it.” “There ain’t no such thing as coincidence when it comes to something like this,” Mrs. Bailey White scoffed. “Just follow the trail and it leads to one place: money.” Priscilla began chewing her nails, something I’d never seen her do before. “Oh, sweet Jesus, what a mess we have here,” she said, her voice low, like her sorrow was between her and the Lord himself, or maybe it was “graveyard talk,” the things you say to a loved one who has crossed to the Other Side. “I told them that your legal address, and the baby’s, too, is at your grandmother’s house,” Mrs. Bailey White said to Priscilla. “I hope I did right.” “Why, of course you did right,” Priscilla said. “You’ve all done right. More than right. But I don’t know what we should do now.” “Well, before you get any more upset, let me tell you about my idea!” Jackie said. She didn’t quite grasp that her ideas were not always joyfully met, but we were desperate for any kind of hope, so we latched onto it. “The clerk said that Dream shouldn’t be living here, right? But she also said, ‘unless you have a license for a school or a home for unwed mothers and their babies,’ or something along those lines. So you see, that’s the solution!” “What’s the solution?” Priscilla said. “We open a house for unwed mothers and their babies!” Jackie said triumphantly. “See, we can go through the state and circumvent those idiots downtown. I’ve already had Ted look into it while he’s in Tallahassee. He said it shouldn’t be a problem. That way it would be okay for Dream to stay here and for you to visit! And maybe we could expand—” “Imagine that,” Mrs. Bailey White interrupted. “My old house, empty for so long, and it could be a place full of life. We could call it the Collier County Home for Unwed Mothers.” I could see that Mrs. Bailey White was hooked. “What do you say, Priscilla?” Jackie asked, anxiously. “This way we can ke ep Dream and maybe, at some point, help some other young women, too.” Priscilla smiled. “Jackie, I admire your faith,” she said slowly. “If you all want to try to make this happen, I won’t stand in your way. It sounds like the Lord’s work to me.” “I’m on board,” Plain Jane said. “It may not work out, though. It might make things worse, at least in the short term—” “Then we’ll deal with that if it happens,” Jackie said, cutting her off. The rest of us exchanged glances, and I guessed that we were all on the same page. There weren’t no use in arguing. As Mama used to say, “You can’t
reason with crazy.”