# Chapter 13: The Empress Returns, But Not to Herself
Hello, dear listeners, and welcome back! I’m so glad you’re here with me today, because we are stepping back into the glittering, suffocating world of *The Accidental Empress* free digital audiobook. This chapter is a beautiful, painful turning point: Elisabeth—Sisi—returns to Vienna, but she does not return as the naive girl who once fell in love with an emperor. She comes back as a woman shaped by exile, illness, betrayal, motherhood, and a hunger for something she can barely name. So let’s dive into Chapter 13, where hair is braided like armor, old wounds are reopened at dinner, and a Hungarian count waits in the shadows.
The chapter opens in Sisi’s bedchamber, where Marie is objecting to the empress’s tight lacing. Sisi wants her corset pulled down to eighteen inches or less, and Marie gently reminds her that such severity is not healthy for a mother of three. But Sisi snaps back: “Two.” Then, with a bitterness that cuts through the room, she corrects herself—yes, she gave birth to three children, but one is dead, and the other two are not with her. So what, she asks, does being a mother have to do with anything? The moment is sharp and awful, and Sisi regrets it immediately when she sees the pain on Marie’s face. But she does not take it back. She turns back to the mirror.
Franziska, her new hairdresser, tries to lighten the tension by saying the empress deserves a little fun. Marie scowls. She worries about Sisi’s obsession with diet, wardrobe, beauty, and her complete disinterest in court life. And this new hairdresser—a woman who once styled actresses in the theater—is just the latest source of anxiety. Sisi, however, is already distracted. She hands the corset back and tells Marie she will wear it to dinner tonight.
Then, through the window, she sees a little dark-haired boy running across the courtyard. He wears lederhosen, a cap, a summer blazer, and he is chasing a small white dog—the archduchess’s terrible creature. Sisi’s heart stops. “Rudy?” She leans closer, pressing her fingers to the warm glass. But he disappears behind a shrub. Her heart hammers. Her son is here. Her son is in this palace. And she has not seen him in years.
Franziska tries to guide Sisi’s head back to the chair, but Sisi is no longer present. She asks Marie what time the emperor was expected back. The answer: any time now. Suddenly Sisi cannot sit still. The ritual that usually calms her—the washing, the drying, the braiding, the pinning of jewels and flowers—feels unbearable. Franziska reminds her that it would go faster if she cut a few inches off her hair. Sisi refuses. Her hair is not just hair. It is a crown, a shield, a performance. And today, she needs it.
The chapter gives us the full, almost sacred routine: once a fortnight, Sisi washes her hair in a mixture of almond oil, brandy, rosewater, cognac, and raw egg yolks. Then comes the hours of drying, the elaborate braids, the jewels, the feathers, the illusion of looseness that must never actually come loose. Franziska has learned that loose strands of hair distress Sisi, even panic her—as if shedding a hair or two means she is shedding her beauty. Normally Sisi enjoys the ritual. She dictates letters, supervises her room, sorts lotions and perfumes. But this afternoon she is restless. Vienna fills her with unease, even dread. Especially now that Franz and the children are back at Schönbrunn.
We learn that when Sisi first arrived, Franz was not there. Herr Lobkowitz received her instead, thinner and more slumped than before, and told her the emperor, the children, and the archduchess had not yet returned from Bad Ischl. Sisi asked if any court ladies had spent the summer at the Kaiservilla. The aide waffled. Yes, it was possible that a few noblewomen had traveled with the imperial retinue. Sisi presumed as much. She always presumed as much now.
She has spent the day preparing for dinner with Franz. Not because she hopes to return to their old marriage—that childish hope died years ago when he abandoned her for the Italian campaign, left the children with his mother, and left her with nothing but his mistress’s illness. But she still wants Franz to see her as strong, as mistress of her own fate, as desirable. Why does she still long for his approval? She does not know, but she does. Perhaps she wants him to know he was wrong to stray. Perhaps she wants to torment him, to place herself before him as an alluring object he can no longer possess. She wants to arouse him and then reject him. She wants to hurt him. And even if she succeeds, it will never be enough to pay for the years of rejection she has endured.
But the glimpse of Rudy has shaken her. He would be four now. The last time she saw him, he was less a boy and more a baby. Would he even know his mamma? She feels faint, and she is about to ask Franziska for a break when Herr Lobkowitz appears at the doorway.
He is polite, though it is well after noon and the empress is still not dressed. He has news of the emperor, and a few matters to discuss before her evening meeting with His Imperial Majesty. Sisi’s mind is still teeming with Rudy and Gisela—her daughter, whom she has not seen, who must be a proper girl now, a girl who would not even recognize her own mother.
Marie offers broth. Sisi refuses. She wants news. Lobkowitz confirms the imperial party returned that afternoon. Sisi tells him she just spotted Rudy below, chasing a dog. The aide crosses to the window, then assures her he will make sure the crown prince’s governesses have not been neglecting their duties.
Then comes the business. The emperor has ordered a private dinner in his rooms. The menu includes this and that—but Sisi cuts to the heart: “When can I see the children?” Lobkowitz has not been briefed. He suggests she raise it with the emperor. Sisi agrees.
Lobkowitz warns her that Franz has not had a good summer in foreign policy. The Italian kingdoms are officially independent. Franz was defeated in Italy, and badly. His popularity—and hers, though she hardly cares—is at its lowest. Then Lobkowitz hesitates again. News of her return has spread rapidly through the court. Sisi laughs bitterly: the disgraced, jilted queen has come back to face her estranged husband, his lovers, and the children who have forgotten her. Lobkowitz insists everyone is happy to have her back. Sisi does not believe him, but she lets him continue.
His real point: she needs an explanation ready for why she was away so long. Sisi’s answer is the official one. She was ill. The court physicians advised travel to southern countries for rest and recovery. She went to Madeira, Greece, Corfu. And then, because her husband was fighting in Italy anyway, she visited her family in Bavaria and stayed at Possenhofen to see her sister Helene’s wedding. Lobkowitz approves. “Yes, that should work.” And it had worked—until even her parents’ indulgence reached its limits. Duke Max and Ludovika had pushed her to return to her husband and children. Her place, they insisted, was with Franz and her family. So here she is.
When Lobkowitz asks how long she plans to stay, Sisi says, “I suppose until they turn me out.” He asks if he can tell people she has returned indefinitely. She sighs. Where else can she go? She has traveled for years. Her parents sent her back. They are stuck with her. Lobkowitz is delighted.
He then suggests she add to her household. Sisi agrees to a new chambermaid, but insists she prefers a small household. She does not like being surrounded by people she cannot trust. Lobkowitz has already found two young ladies: Countess Frederika von Rothburg from Württemberg, and Lady Ilse von Bittel, daughter of the Viscount von Bittel, a woman of above-reproach virtue. Sisi says she will think about it. As for the chambermaid—the most important role, the person in her apartment all day—Sisi wants a foreigner. Not an Austrian. No one from this court. Preferably a Hungarian. If she doesn’t speak a word of German, all the better. Marie, in the corner, nods.
Before Lobkowitz leaves, Sisi asks if he arranged the gifts. Yes: a dollhouse for Gisela, a toy train set for Rudolf. But the train has been delivered to the archduchess’s suite. Sisi’s stomach drops. The crown prince and princess still sleep in the nursery off their grandmother’s suite. The certainty that her children love—even prefer—Sophie makes Sisi dizzy with envy. She asks if the children will know the gifts come from her. Lobkowitz assures her he included a card from their most devoted and loving mother. Sisi twists her hands. “Hopefully they are told as much.”
Then Lobkowitz returns with deliveries. The court is thrilled to have her back—or at least Baron von Bach sends a basket of jams, sausage, and flowers. Then a heavy wooden crate arrives. Hungarian wine. The note is not in German. Sisi reads it: “The Hungarian people are overjoyed to have their beloved empress in her rightful spot once more.” It is signed *J. Andrássy*. Sisi remembers a night years earlier, dancing in a warm hall in Budapest, violin notes swirling around them. Suddenly she feels dizzy again.
That evening, Sisi walks to Franz’s state rooms. Marie and Lobkowitz accompany her as far as they can. She smirks, remembering Sophie’s old censure: one does not go scurrying about alone in the hallways. The Habsburg halls feel decadent and foreign after shabby, cozy Possenhofen. Courtiers greet her. Some seem startled. Had she changed that much?
She is ushered into Franz’s inner rooms. He has taken new apartments since she left. His rooms are spartan. He is alone—thank God, no Sophie. Sisi curtsies. “Emperor.” He says, “Empress.” Then he rises, takes her gloved hands, and tells her to rise. They stand opposite each other, silent. He still wears the officer’s uniform, still impossibly erect. But the signs of aging are undeniable. Gray in his auburn hair. A lined forehead. Sunken blue eyes surrounded by fine lines. A full beard and thick sideburns. Sisi wonders if some mistress told him she liked the more serious look. She knows so little of the life he has led.
Franz says she looks ravishing. Sisi feels satisfaction. She spent the whole day preening for this. Cream-colored silk, silver thread in the shape of roses, a Parisian corset tight around her tiny waist, diamonds at her wrists, throat, and ears, rouge on her cheeks, perfumed curls in a loose coronet with pearls and white petals. She has not longed to appear pretty this fiercely in years. And she has succeeded. Franz says she has not aged a day. She senses his desire. Men are so frail, she thinks with bitter satisfaction.
They sit for dinner. The conversation is awkward, full of silences and careful steps. Franz asks about her journey. She asks about his. He mentions traveling with the children. She says, “I hope I will be able to see them soon.” He nods and says they would like that. But when she asks, later, when she can see them, he says he will check with Mother. That casual, oblivious phrase cuts her. Before she can stop herself, she asks, “Do you allow your courtesans near our children?” Franz chokes on his veal, coughs, drinks wine, and looks at her with watery eyes.
She does not relent. She says everyone knows she was ill, that his mistress made him ill, and he made her ill. Franz tries to hedge. He admits he regrets that she was hurt, but insists she was not blameless either. She was gone long before. Then she left them. It struck him as unnatural. Sisi fires back: What was natural about losing her children, being haunted by Countess Esterházy, sharing her husband with his mother and God knows who else? Franz says he will not try logic. For an emperor to have companions is a natural custom, as old as time, especially after she withdrew from him. He has certain rights. Everyone understands it but her. It says nothing about how he feels about her. Sisi laughs angrily. She never did catch on to the Habsburg manner of doing things.
Eventually, Franz says he truly regrets how things happened between them. He hopes things might improve now that she is home. She is still his wife. He asks to return to how things used to be. Give this another try. Sisi looks at him coldly. She is not the girl he married. She no longer loves him. In fact, she no longer believes herself capable of loving any man. And that is his doing. She asks if he is offering to give up his mistresses. He lowers his gaze. He does not answer. Of course he does not. Emperors always have mistresses. That is what her mother told her.
Franz is not the soft, sensitive boy who fell in love with her. He is not the reckless young suitor who danced with her and gave her flowers at Bad Ischl. Years of power, war, council arguments, and pliant lovers have hardened him. He is impenetrable now. Haughty. Stiff. Certain of his exalted status.
He changes the subject. “Rudolf reminds me of you, Elisabeth. You ought to see him.” Sisi’s heart falters. He asks if she wishes to see her children. She says she longs to see them with an aching more severe than he knows. He agrees she may see them tomorrow. She asks where. He says come back after breakfast. He will arrange for them to visit him instead of taking lessons. She begs: just them. Not his mother. Franz sighs, but agrees.
They finish dinner with cordial chatter. Sisi is determined not to anger him lest he retract the promise. Franz is sleepy from too much food and wine. They exchange a casual kiss on the cheek. As Sisi leaves, she overhears Franz order his valet: “Fetch the carriage. I shall go and visit Frau Anna Nahowski.”
Sisi marches down the candlelit hallway, heels stomping angrily. Just minutes after proposing a marital reunion, Franz is off to visit another woman. She knew he spent time with other women. She had reached a kind of resignation, if not acceptance. So why does it torture her to hear it confirmed? She passes only an alarmed footman lighting chandeliers. Alone. Scurrying through the hallways alone.
Then she nearly bumps into a tall figure in the shadows. A deep voice with a Hungarian accent. “Your Majesty?” It is Count Andrássy. He kisses her gloved hand and bows deeply. She curtsies before remembering she need not bow to him. He says many people are happy to have her back. She asks why he is at court. He laughs. Are Hungarians and Austrians not friends now? He whispers that he keeps his hopes quiet that someday his country will be free. Sisi smiles and whispers, “I love those who yearn for the impossible.” He recognizes Goethe. She says she reads him daily. He insists they must be friends.
They walk together. He looks as handsome as he did that night in Budapest. Simple black suit, dark hair, neat mustache, longer waves around his ears. He asks if her trip served its purpose. She does not answer. He gracefully changes the subject, asking if she received the Hungarian wine. She remembers the crate. She thanks him. He says the gift comes from all Hungarians. They have missed her. He whispers, “You are the most popular Habsburg in Hungary.” She blushes. He adds, “Dare I say, the only popular Habsburg in Hungary?” She answers, “But the least popular Habsburg among the Habsburgs.” They laugh.
He mentions the wine was from his dinner party—the night she honored him with a dance. His dark eyes twinkle. Sisi looks away. He proposes a wine tasting at luncheon tomorrow. She says she cannot, because she plans to see her children. He nods, understanding. She confesses that she fears there is no place left for her in their little hearts. Andrássy says no one can ever fill the role of a mother. Now that she is back, they will get to know her and fall in love with her, as all who know her do.
She thanks him. She asks about him. He has recently married. He shows her a portrait of his Katinka—a serious, square-jawed woman with dark waves and a plain bun. She congratulates him and says his wife is beautiful. He tucks the portrait away. Katinka remains in Hungary. Sisi says he must long for his new bride. He says only, “I have been busy.” Sisi notices no warmth in his tone. She offers to welcome Katinka into her household. Andrássy thanks her but says Katinka has little interest in policy or travel.
They continue walking in comfortable silence. He tells her she is always welcome in Budapest. It is, after all, her kingdom. She remembers the freedom of racing across the plains on horseback. It feels like another life. She says it would be fun to teach her children to ride there. He agrees: the plains of Pest. No better place.
Sisi mentions she is looking for a Hungarian attendant. Someone discreet. Someone she can trust in her chambers. The less she cares for Austria, for this court, the better. Andrássy offers his assistance. She tells him to speak with Marie. He knows Countess Festetics. Between them, they can find a worthy candidate.
They approach the corner that leads to her suite. He says this is where he takes his leave. She says, “Wait.” She takes hold of his arm. He pauses. She is not ready to turn the corner, to face the guards, to face Marie and Franziska with their questions: Was dinner a success? Will she reconcile with Franz? She is not ready to surrender this quiet, peaceful moment. Not ready to leave Andrássy’s company and the reprieve it has given her.
Before she understands what she is doing, she sweeps his hands into her own and squeezes his palms. She clings to him as if petrified he might let go. It is sudden, abrupt, an egregious breach of protocol. Andrássy stands motionless. Then he squeezes her hands once—an unspoken gesture of comfort—and slides his hands free. He crosses them behind his back, as if concealing a crime. Sisi apologizes, cupping her hands in front of her face. She says she doesn’t know why she did that. She thinks she went mad for a moment. Seeing Franz for the first time in years. Thinking about her children, knowing they are somewhere in this palace and yet she cannot get to them. Knowing she will have to face Sophie again. Wondering at every turn if she might bump into one of her husband’s lovers. She went completely mad. And now she is telling him all of this, as if he cares. She apologizes again.
Andrássy looks at her quizzically. Then laughter erupts through the quiet hallway. He tries to suppress it, but that only makes it worse. Sisi, relieved, joins him. They stand opposite each other, two powerless people in the throes of giddy, all-consuming hysterics. Eventually he says, “We do not have to visit a madhouse…” She finishes the Goethe line: “…to find disordered minds. The world is the madhouse of the universe.” He nods. “A palace is no exception.”
She says she is mortified. He says when she took his hands, he thought perhaps she wished to dance with him again, as they did in Budapest years ago. So he remembers that night, too. Heat rises to her cheeks, her neck, her breast. He adds, alas, they lack the music. She thanks him for his understanding. He says he did not mean to laugh at her troubles. He simply found it unexpected. Here she is, their beautiful, beloved empress—half of Hungary believes she is divine by birth—and she is standing before him, spilling the cares of her heart. It comforts him to know she, too, is troubled by the same woes as the rest of them mortals. She says, “If you only knew, Andrássy.” He smiles. “I’m afraid that if you tell me, you might take a hold of me again. And then, being a proper, chivalrous gentleman, I might feel compelled to kiss you in your distress.”
Sisi’s heart tumbles in her breast, knocking the words off her lips. He bows, takes her hand to his lips, and whispers, “Good night, Empress Elisabeth.” She lets him kiss her hand—another breach in protocol, but harmless enough, though it sends a shiver across her skin. He asks her to call him Andrássy, just Andrássy. He never really liked the idea of the title. She answers, “That makes two of us.”
And that is where Chapter 13 leaves us: Sisi standing at the threshold of her old life, her old marriage, her old pain—and perhaps, for the first time in years, at the threshold of something new.
## Reader’s Impressions & Star Rating
This chapter is a masterclass in quiet devastation and charged possibility. Sisi’s return to Vienna is not a triumphant homecoming; it is a collision between the woman she has become and the roles that still trap her. The hair ritual is almost hypnotic, but underneath it is the desperate need to control something—anything—when her children, her body, and her marriage have all been taken from her. The dinner with Franz is brutal in the best way: two people who once loved each other now speaking in the language of protocol, resentment, and old injuries. And then Andrássy appears like a breath of warm Hungarian air in a cold palace. Their hallway scene crackles with wit, sadness, and dangerous attraction. It is one of those chapters that makes you ache for Sisi and root for her to reclaim even a small piece of joy.
⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Rating: 4.8 / 5 Stars
## Next Chapter Prediction
Given Sisi’s desperate need to see Rudolf and Gisela, I predict the next chapter will bring the long-awaited reunion with her children—but it will not be simple or sweet. Sophie will likely hover, criticize, and remind Sisi that she is not the one who has raised them. Sisi may have to fight for every moment of motherhood, and the children may not run into her arms the way she dreams. Meanwhile, Andrássy’s presence will linger. His offer to find her a Hungarian attendant, his whispered invitation to Budapest, and that charged hand-kiss will not be forgotten. I suspect the court will begin to notice the empress’s new ally, and Franz’s jealousy—or at least his possessiveness—may stir. But Sisi has tasted a moment of understanding with a man who sees her as more than a disobedient wife. That taste may change everything.
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