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I DESPERATELY NEEDED A CIGARETTE. As I left the Grove, I looked for them in my coat pockets, but they
weren't there.
“Looking for something?”
I turned around. Yuri was standing right behind me. I hadn't heard him and I was a little startled to find him so close.
“I found them in the nurses’ station.” He grinned, handing me my pack of cigarettes. “Must have fallen out of your
pocket.”
“Thanks.” I took them and lit one. I offered him the packet.
Yuri shook his head. “I don’t smoke. Not cigarettes, anyway.” He laughed. “You look like you need a drink. Come
on, [ll buy you a pint.”
I hesitated. My instinct was to refuse—I had never been one for socializing with work colleagues. And I doubted
Yuri and I had much in common. But he probably knew Alicia better than anyone else at the Grove—and his
insights might prove useful.
“Sure, I said. “Why not?”
We went to a pub near the station, the Slaughtered Lamb. Dark and dingy, it had seen better days; so had the old
men dozing over their half-finished pints. Yuri got us a couple of beers, and we sat at a table at the back.
Yuri took a long swig of beer and wiped his mouth. “Well? Tell me about Alicia.”
“Alicia?”
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“How did you find her?”
“Tm not sure I did find her.”
Yuri gave me a quizzical look, then smiled. “She doesn’t want to be found? Yeah, it’s true. She’s hiding.”
“You're close to her. I can see that.”
“T take special care of her. No one knows her like I do, not even Professor Diomedes.”
His voice had a boastful note. It annoyed me for some reason—I wondered how well he really knew her, or if he
was just bragging.
“What do you make of her silence? What do you think it means?”
Yuri shrugged. “I guess it means she’s not ready to talk. She'll talk when she’s ready.”
“Ready for what?”
“Ready for the truth, my friend.”
“And what is that?”
Yuri cocked his head to one side slightly, studying me. The ques- tion that came out of his mouth surprised me.
“Are you married, Theo?”
I nodded. “I am, yes.”
“Yeah, I thought so. I was married once too. We moved here from Latvia. But she didn’t fit in like I did. She didn’t
make an effort, you know, she didn’t learn English. Anyway, it wasn’t... I wasn’t happy—but I was in denial, lying
to myself...” He drained his drink and completed his sentence. “Until I fell in love.”
“Presumably you don’t mean with your wife?”
Yuri laughed and shook his head. “No. A woman who lived near me. A very beautiful woman. It was love at first
sight. I saw her on the street. It took me a long time to get the courage to talk to her. I used to follow her. .. . ’d
watch her sometimes, without her know- ing. I'd stand outside her house and look, hoping she would appear at the
window.” He laughed.
This story was starting to make me feel uncomfortable. I finished my beer and glanced at my watch, hoping Yuri
would take the hint, but he didn’t.
“One day I tried speaking to her. But she wasn’t interested in me.
I tried a few times, but she told me to stop pestering her.”
I didn’t blame her, I thought. I was about to make my excuses, but Yuri k ept talking.
“It was very hard to acc ept. I was sure we were meant to be to- gether. She broke my heart. I got very angry with
her. Very mad.”
“And what happened?” I was curious despite myself.
“Nothing.”
“Nothing? You stayed with your wife?”
Yuri shook his head. “No. It was over with her. But it took falling for this woman for me to admit it . . . to face the
truth about me and my wife. Sometimes it takes courage, you know, and a long time, to be honest.”
“I see. And you think Alicia’s not ready to face the truth about her marriage? Is that what you're saying? You may
well be right.”
Yuri shrugged. “And now I’m engaged to a nice girl from Hun- gary. She works in a spa. She speaks good English.
We’re a good match. We have a good time.”
I nodded and checked my watch again. I picked up my coat. “I have to go. I’m late to meet my wife.”
“Okay, no problem ... What’s her name? Your wife?”
For some reason, I didn’t want to tell him. I didn’t want Yuri to know anything about her. But that was stupid.
“Kathryn. Her name is Kathryn. But I call her Kathy.”
Yuri gave me an odd smile. “Let me give you some advice. Go home to your wife. Go home to Kathy, who loves
you. ... And leave Alicia behind.”
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