Pregnant, I left him To His First Love - Chapter 211

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Pregnant, I left him To His First Love - Chapter 211

‘Why is he being so stubbom?
‘Why won't he just let her go?
She understands that he wants to fulfil the prophecy but she doesn’t, she
doesn't care.
‘Ihe prophecy may be important to him but not to her.
She doesn’t want to be used as a tool in his hands again. In his own words
‘he said it was selfish of him to ever marry her because he had feelings for
herbutall he did was use her as placeholder Luna for the years that
Carmela was absent and now that he knows they are tates and she le the
real phoenix Luna, he wants to use her to fulfil the prophecy, selfishly
again.
It he really cares about her as he claims, he will consider her feelings in
all of this, her decision and choices would matter to him but he is just the
‘same person that he was in the past, putting everything first before her
feelings and desires.
Who's she even flattering?
He doesn't care one bit for her feelings and desires, only his and his pack,
tha sallhe ever cares abou.
Days pass and Leila finds her frustration and irritation growing and her
wolf's behaviour does not make it any easier for her. Some days, her wolf
is completely fine, seemingly losing the bond of a mate and some days
the yearning returns, not as strong but persistent for a period of time.
‘She knows it is because of the incomplete rejection and if she feels like
this, she wonders what Tatum and his wolf will be going through, every

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second that he delays accepting her rejection, he and his wolf remain in
constant tremendous pain.
‘Why would he be doing that to himself and why is she so concerned about
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She shouldn't care but she just can't shake the thought out of her mind.
‘That day in his father’s house, he impaled himself, she cannot imagine
the pain he must have gone through then and it was to respect her wishes
but now he is putting himself through even greater pain, disrespecting
her wishes but both times it seems to be from a place of desperately
wanting to đo right by her.
But how is this doing right by her, keeping her to fulfil the prophecy or
could itbe genuine?
Does he really want t fix up, make amends for all that he has done?
No,
‘She will not all for his trick this time, this is how he is, sweet, charming,
persistent, almost crazy, doing things that makes you feel you mean the
whole world to him but the moment he gets what he wants, the monstee
comes out and he eats your heart.
She has been there before, wearing, those shoes fucking hurt, they hurt
so much, her feet still has fucking blisters, her heart is still fucking,
scarred.
“Mama,” Amara calls as she pushes the door to Leila’s room open.
“Baby,” Leila replies, raising her head up from the bed where she is lying
down and gesturing for Amara to come to her.

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“Mama, you're crying?” Amara says as she climbs on the bed, wishing

her mother would not cry.

Lately, her mama is always sad and it makes her feel bad, she wishes her

mama would just be smiling and happy.

Leila wipes her face and pulls Amara into her arms, snuggling her and

Kissing Amara's hair and she feels a different aura emanating from

Amara than usual, itis strong yet calm.

“Does mama miss papa Kev?"

Leila chuckles softly. Why did Amara even think thai? She hasn't even

thought about Kelvin in a long time. She is grateful he found Tatiana and

saved them from making abig mistake.

‘Once again, tis Tatum who ails her mind, he just won't grant her

happiness.

But there was time he made her happy, oh, he could be so sweet, Kelvin

comes close bul when Tatum is swoe, he is sweeter than honey and

sugar mixed together, he can almost cause diabetes.

‘When he first found out that Carmela was going to be his phoenix luna,

then when the lie was first revealed, he didn’t immediately push her

away or shun her for Carmela despite Adaline's constant nagging on

what his priorities should be.

He would often come to her house and then ask Carmela to come sot

‘would be the three of them together, back then, she did not understand

that it was because he did noi want her a feel bad or neglected, that the

excitement and attraction they fet towards each other was love.

1t was only as she began to realise her feelings for him that she began to
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‘avoid him and then he would still try to spend time with her and send her
gilts, up until they became adults even when they both knew there was
no possibility for them to be together at the time.

Through all those years, he never truly let her go.